That was then and this is now as I make this post on Roseanne World, while living in the Park Villa Estates in Redding, California.
Today, while I was taking a long walk on the famous Sundial Bridge in Redding, California with my dog Feisty. Where I am discovering walking trails that I never knew were there or existed before. I have lived in this area of Redding, California off and on since 1985.
While taking a walk with my dog I was thinking this would be as good as any to get back to one of the things I love to do and that is to write. Since, I am now in the manic state I am getting as much writing done as possible.
I detest Redding, California as I have been here since 1985 off and on and this is where all of my family lives, the ones that loathe me. And since I have been here I have not run across any of them. Thank god. They may have seen me but I have not seen them and that is strange for Redding, California not to have run across any of them.
Yes, it is and some people come here, stay awhile and then return. RW can be addictive, once you have been here and experienced the friendships that a person can make and build by sharing about them selves and find support, where you cannot find it else where, than right here among friends on RW.
Hypomania and Mania in Bipolar Disorder
“Bipolar mania, hypomania, and depression are symptoms of bipolar disorder. The dramatic mood swings of bipolar disorder do not follow a set pattern. Depression does not always follow mania. A person may experience the same mood state several times -- for weeks, months, even years at a time -- before suddenly having the opposite mood. Also, the severity of mood phases can differ from person to person.
Hypomania is a less severe form of mania. Hypomania is a mood that many don't perceive as a problem. It actually may feel pretty good. You have a greater sense of well-being and productivity. However, for someone with bipolar disorder, hypomania can evolve into mania -- or can switch into serious depression.
The experience of these manic stages has been described this way:
Hypomania: At first when I'm high, it's tremendous ... ideas are fast ... like shooting stars you follow until brighter ones appear... . All shyness disappears, the right words and gestures are suddenly there ... uninteresting people, things become intensely interesting. Sensuality is pervasive, the desire to seduce and be seduced is irresistible. Your marrow is infused with unbelievable feelings of ease, power, well-being, omnipotence, euphoria ... you can do anything ... but somewhere this changes.
Mania: The fast ideas start coming too fast and there are far too many ... overwhelming confusion replaces clarity ... you stop keeping up with it … memory goes. Infectious humor ceases to amuse. Your friends become frightened ... everything is now against the grain ... you are irritable, angry, frightened, uncontrollable, and trapped.”
WebMD Medical Reference Hypomania and Mania in Bipolar Disorder from WebMD
“Today was one of those down days. Really down days”
I know how that is when things are looking up, I also know when things are at their darkest and there have been many here on RW that have been with me in my darkest times and when I have been flying high as they say. I am not going to let the bumps in the road get the best of me this time and end up back in that dungeon.
My life has been like a roller coaster. One minute I am flying high and enjoying the ride, then the next the ride is over and I have to get back in line and wait until it’s my turn again to experience the trill of the ride once more. It’s a never-ending battle or story...
Roseanne Barr: “It’s a unified field of consciousness, where everything knows everything else. God and Jesus are just some of the names we give it.”
Above is comment made by Roseanne Barr from Roseanne Barr Forum known for short as RW.
Very enlighten advice! I remember very well and have not forgot the advice that Roseanne Barr gave me when she channeled with Jesus when I asked her, “What Jesus would say I should do with my life?” I still remember her advice and someday it may very well come to pass and come true.
I am wondering if Roseanne Barr still remembers the advice she gave me when I was here last? It's deep in the archives somewhere or the abyss. And no one with the status of Roseanne Barr can be expected to possibly remember everyone she has given advice to over the years and remember what that advice was entirely, nor ring a bell so to speak right off the top of her head. She would have to do the same thing I am going to do, go into the archives and see if I can find it myself word for word.
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