Tulelake, CA— Why?
I was lying in bed after I had received a phone call about something that I was awakened out of a sound sleep. Figures! I went to bed early and it happens every time I take a nap or go to bed early. I get woke up. You know the feeling?
As I was waken up after I had hung up the phone from a person who had just called me. They needed something and asked if I was up and awake and usually I am but as it was I was asleep. I work 24/7 on all my projects that I am working on all at the same time. It is not just one thing or area I am working on. It is many, many things at the same time.
Some things just have more priority than others but I need to get them all done. From working on the web site, to completing the stories I am working on that I need to get back to. Or my legal work that needs to be done and ready in time to be presented to the court by the end of the month. Lot’s of irons in the fire, so to speak, all at once, as the saying goes.
Sometimes I have a hard time believing that all of the things in my life are reality and not some fantasy or some story I am reading about or a movie I am watching. Knowing all the while I can only hope the ending is well written and it will turn out fine in the end. If I just give it enough time and patience on my part for someone who has had to deal with what I have had to deal with since January 2014.
Standing up for what I believe is the right thing to do. To be willing to do what ever is necessary to prove I am correct and they are wrong. They know, they are wrong, and still have not let it go. Wanting to very much make it disappear. Not me, but them. Something they have no control over and want once again very much go away. To the point of building up inside themselves, anger, frustration, embarrassment, losing friends, people distancing themselves from them. Like an angry child having a temper tantrum.
With the only way to get that anger out or loathing for that person is by finding something that belongs to them and tare it up. Not just tare it up or wad it up and throw it away in a wastebasket but tare it to pieces, as if in their mind it was the person they have been loathing for months now.
Why would a person tare something up that belongs to someone else because in their mind if they do it, it will put a stop to getting the word out to others that this person would like to stop from happening. So they think if they can rid themselves of this piece of paper that has nothing more than words on it. It is not so much the words, but whom the words were written by that takes them down the path of visualizing if they can tare up this piece of paper that represents someone they loath and want to go away and disappear out of their life. If this person would just disappear then their life could get back to what they consider in their mind as being normal from when all this began.
But they can’t and that frustrates them even more knowing they do not want to admit they were wrong and not the person they have so much loathing for in the first place. Where it all began and they can’t change it and will not admit they were wrong and cannot yet face that “fact”. Especially the “facts” as it is the facts they have yet to admit to himself or herself or anyone else. So in the world they live in they make up things against this person hoping someone will believe them. However, that is not possible because no one believes a thing they have to say because their logic does not make any since to anyone but to them selves and that is why this person so desperately needs to seek some mental help before they go off the deep end and do something that should have been stopped but yet has been allowed to continue by the powers that be. The one entity that controls not only their life but also mine. So whose safety are we concerned with, theirs or mine?
It they are so angry and want to take that anger out on a piece of paper that represents someone they loathe. Who is going to be the one to stop them when that is no longer enough to rid them selves of that feeling when they end up taking it to the next level before they get the mental help they really need. Do I have to die first, before we get that answer, but then it will be too late, won’t it?
The opposite is happening here, not the reverse. That is the person I would be most concerned with, not me as being the threat but just the opposite in my opinion.
What do you think?
Written by James Garland of Tulelake News
PO Box 772
Tulelake, CA 96134-0772
Home Phone (530) 667-4744
Cell # (530) 708-7852
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