Being at peace

I have come a long way to be where I am at now. I came this far because I just wanted to have a little peace in my life. However, I did not realize how hard this is going to be to get it. All the things I have to figure out how to get done. I just have no way to get them done right now. As I have to either take a bus or have one of my new roommates take me there. It is a three mile walk one-way to the bus stop. I may be able to get a ride in a few days by one of my roommates to take care of my pressing business stuff.

All I wanted to do was write and not have to worry about anything, but that does not seem to be the case. How can I write anything when all I think about is how I am going to survive? My plan was to take pictures of the big island and share them. I don't know what to do now. I am here and will have to make the best of it.

I definitely need prayer and why I am here in the first place. I thought there was a reason for me to be here but I don't know anymore. At least that is how I feel at this moment in time.

James Garland

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