I am here now

This is not going to an easy life here. But I chose to make the change and it most certainly is going to be a change of what I have been used to in the past. Talk about starting over, I have most certainly done that without a doubt. Now I have to make the best from the choice I made. I need to find things to do to keep myself busy. As I can't just write all the time and nothing else.

Getting to know my new roommates and them getting to know me and what I am all about is going to be a learning experience to say the least. As well as trying to get back in the swing of things and writing good stories that people will enjoy reading. Where I am honored and humbled by those that do read what I write. If I just had more income as we all hope and strive for in life. I just wish I was better at what I do when it comes to writing. If I was only good enough to make money at it, but I am not. I am just a person who writes things as a hobby and not for a living.

I just hope to get better at what I do as time goes on and feedback from those that do read what I write would help too. Not only my blog where I hope to get members who will comment, but on my facebook pages too, as it would give me encouragement that I am at least doing something right, and not just wasting my time making blog postings and posts on facebook. Up to this point I have been unable to write more than a few paragraphs. I don't know if that is good or bad as things do not seem to flow like they once used to, or being able to write stories people are interested in reading about. I am at a loss for words right now as to how I feel, and if I have made the right choice to be here in the first place.

Part of me is glad I am here and part of me wonders why I am here. What is my purpose and we all sometimes ask ourselves. It is God's choice and will that I am here, or is it just my own will. I hope to soon get the answer to that question, as I take it from here, one day at a time and write about it and grow in strength, and soon become better at what I love to do, and that is write for others to enjoy it as much as I do.

God Bless and keep me in your prayers that it is God's will that I am here and what I am doing.

James Garland in Hove, HI