Trying to find something to write about has not been easy. Everyday, I try and think of something to write about but I have been unable to do it. There are many new changes in my life now. From getting to know new roommates to stories about the Big island. Everyone says to just hand in there and things will work out.
I live out in the country and it is a three mile walk to the Post Office and other little stores in the area. Walking down is not as much of a problem. It is the walk back up that I can't handle, so I don't even try. To go to Hilo is an hour and half drive to take care of business. Since I have no transportation I have to pay for gas to get me there on the limited income I have. Trying to get things changed over is a nightmare. I know everyone is thinking I am having this great, wonderful time here on the Big Island. But that is not the case right now.
Sure I have had the opportunity to take some pictures of the beaches and some of the buildings and share them on facebook. I have got out a few times and seen some of the scenery and taken pictures, but nothing great, except of the beauty of the pictures. I am waiting to get inspired and write something good to share with others and for them to read.
Do I belong here? I don't know yet. Everyday, I think about God and what He wants in my life and what he wants me to do from this day forward. It is the waiting that is so frustrating, like most of us, not knowing what the future will bring. Hoping whatever it is, it is a good thing and His will and purpose for my new life now.
God Bless.
James Garland
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