Finding my faith

Today as I wake up and begin a new day I am searching for my faith in God. Faith that God sent me here for a reason, even through all the suffering I am enduring in the present. Someone once told me we have to suffer in this life. Even a friend of mine recently on a phone conversation mentioned the same thing to me. That I must suffer in order to be stronger for what is to come.

There are a lot of people who like to see me fail and wonder off to never be heard from again. But God has other plans. What they are at the present I have no idea. But He has a plan for me. The same way he does for all of us.

Right now there is a young man by the name of Jimboy (Jimlord) Garcia that is in Long Beach, CA. He is there now by way of the faith he has in himself and others who believe he will be a great singer someday. He is only 14 years old right now and has his life ahead of him. I even tried to do my best to promote him by posting his videos on facebook. God has him in his hands right now as he is part of group representing the Philippines'.  https://www.facebook.com/groups/582433945208550/

I know at times I write about being lost and in need of God's guidance and the pain and struggle I am going through at this moment. I am holding onto that faith that God will get me through this and that day will come when he does in fact answer my prayers. Maybe not in the way I as a human but God's way in the spiritual since of the word.

This is just a strange and foreign place for me and a much different way of life that I am slowly learning to adjust to. As time goes on and my faith gets stronger I will be able to see why God has sent me here.

Until then God bless all of you.

James Garland