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But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
Jim Garland Out and About at the Klamath Falls Gratitude Gathering and TNT's Presentation
Tulelakenews.com Todays News: March 28, 2020
Where to begin on this adventure where God ordained me to do this thing before I was born. I was chosen by God to fulfill His Will, His Purpose through all the trials and errors of a life time. With God's purpose and His will in mind, not my will be done, but His Will be done.
From "UP FROM HERE" Chapter 1: Roseanne Barr RW. - April 05, 2014
“Today was one of those down days. Really down days”
I know how that is when things are looking up, I also know when things are at their darkest and there have been many here on RW that have been with me in my darkest times and when I have been flying high as they say. I am not going to let the bumps in the road get the best of me this time and end up back in that dungeon.
My life has been like a roller coaster. One minute I am flying high and enjoying the ride, then the next the ride is over and I have to get back in line and wait until it’s my turn again to experience the trill of the ride once more. It’s a never-ending battle or story...
Roseanne Barr: “It’s a unified field of consciousness, where everything knows everything else. God and Jesus are just some of the names we give it.”
Above is comment made by Roseanne Barr from Roseanne Barr Forum known for short as RW.
The people I have to deal with on a daily basis and just love their favorite comments when they are unable to handle the truth about themselves and their blind spots about themselves. Where they attack you and most offen the first thing they say is, "You have no friends or you live such a lonely life, no wonder you are so lonely and have no friends. Nine times out of then that is their first comment back to you. Or why are you so angry at me or so mean to me?"
It's typical and to be expected each time. And when you deal with it as many times as I have you begin to see a pattern and it never fails they want to turn the tables when they are confronted with the truth about their blind spots. Most of the time they are unaware that anything like it exists. And that's because no one who really cares about them has ever spoken to them in that way before. It throws them off balance and they don't know quite how to respond, except in the defensive mode because to them you are attacking their whole being and existance on how they see themselves, but not as others around them see them as they really are, not as they see themselves. They take as someone who is attacking thier being and who they believe they are and don't see the Emotional Blind Spots that others see that they don't.
"Freud labeled a negative response to a psychological blind spot, engagement in a reaction formation process: “A method of transforming uncomfortable or unacceptable feelings into something more manageable – the adoption of ideas and impulses opposed to one’s own” – a behavior in which a person will attempt to hide his true feelings by demonstrating the exact opposite feelings. When aspects of a person’s thoughts and behaviors are out of keeping with the person’s ideal self-image, damaging their sense of worth or value, the behavior is ego-dystonic. You love someone with all your heart, yet they continuously question your love. You are a strict conservative, yet you date progressive liberals. You attend a church whose discourse clashes with your beliefs."
Another example where this one person thought she would get the best of me by thinking she would get the upper hand on me in front of other co-workers by making the following comments. Like where I was warring a red bandana and I had a roll of tape in my hands that I had bought to tape all the boxes for the move I was planning at the time to the other side of Klamath Falls, Oregon.
She made the comment that "I should take the tape and wrap it around my mouth", thinking she put me in my place in front of her other co-workers. What she did not expect was my response without hesitating when I said the following: Maybe we should take this tape and rap it around your ass and then you won't smell so bad as we can smell you from here. And while you are at it why don't you lose some of that weight you tote around and maybe a few less donuts might do the trick. And her reply was, "Well, my husband likes me this way." Really?
There is an old saying "if you can't take the heat stay out of the kitchen", and I have been dealing with people just like her on the internet for over two decades sense the year 2000 and an bit before as I have been on the Internet since 1995 and I was teaching ESL in South Korea and my boss had a room full of computers and access to the Internet. As he had it set up like an Internet Cafe that were around during those first years in 1995 but also in the Bay Area of San Francisco when I was living in Pacifica in 1997. When I first came back from South Korea, and tried with my boss Mr. Oh, from South Korea, an ESL recriting business called, "Prime Language Recruiters", named after his Hog Won, which are what they call private schools in South Korea "Prime Language School".
It is time people begin to realise God chose me before I was born and gave me many gifts from many areas of job experience, education and personal life experience and the other areas that I taught to myself and learnd how to do on my own by taking the time to learn them. Trial and error sometimes and the hard way as in the hard knocks in life, from being poor and sometimes homeless or houseless many times in my past. A well planned out process by God and His will in my life. So that I can help others and really say, "I have been there and done it", can you?"
And finally how can you claim to be a writer if you don't spend time writing and writing a journal does not count. It takes more than mere thoughts to be considered a writer as you have to not only write about your own personal experierences but that of others and their feelings and thoughts as you bring it to life so others as they read what you have written can begin to see the vision you are writing about and where you begin in your mind to see it as you read each word that a writer is writing not just "Words" on a page.
More as a writer brings them to life on that page, a non-writer just writes their thoughts and ideas and then think that is called writing, when it is not. It is just "words" on a page about their feelings at a mement in time for them, not for the world to read and see throigh what a real writter puts down on those pages that come to life, not just thoughts and feelings. Anyone can do that, but to write is not only a gift it is can lead to books, and scripts in many forms, that just "words" in a jurnal can never accomplish or succeed in doing if one claims they are in fact a real writer as I am... Are you?
The Chosen One Jg TNT on KTEC 89
To be continued,,,
James C. Garland-a very creative, talented and unknown poor person, but rich with ideas!
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