Two things you will never have to chase: True friends and true love.

Coma for 18 days

On life support for 18 days and unaware no one was there, no family, no friends, not one single soul. All alone in a hospital room left to die with no one to even stop by and acknowledge his existence, by sitting and waiting to see if he would ever wake up again and be able to walk on his own. Not a single soul, just a lifeless body on life support waiting to die. No one to hold his hands and offer a glimmer of hope he would live again. And the relatives he thought were closest were nowhere to be found as if they feared what might be next and they would be responsible for his remains.

Funny how people claiming they love you and you are family to them, are no different than the rest of the family with no contact or love for one another, only hate and resentment.

When you finally reach out and contact them they act like you are a distant relative instead of a close one. Each and every one acting as if they are hiding something or covering something up so you don’t find out about what they are hiding from you. But what could be so secretive beyond the pale to be covering it up or hiding it in the first place?

Whatever it is or was is beyond me or my understanding from a distance? What are they hiding and what could be so secretive and hush, hush? To the point of feeling closer to them you begin to feel even more distant than ever before in their presence.

Makes no sense as to the purpose of hinding things from someone you claim you love and they are your family.

It makes absolutely no sense to me. Why? Why? What is the purpose of hiding things and being so secretive thinking I would not notice, but I did even at a distance. I noticed. Don’t understand why but I indeed noticed.

Actions speak louder than words sometimes and no action says all you need to know. Why all the seceats and hiding things so I dont find out? Find out what? Nothing that’s what. Nothing. There is nothing important here so move on and keep on trucking on the down the road. I am. Are you?